"I"

I dun earn millions, so am not millionaire
I have tantrums, so am temperamental
I dun have fancy stuff, so am out-dated n out-fashioned
I have opinions, so am opinionated
I dun have lots of money, so am poor
I have an ordinary job, so am not a professional
I dun have degree, master, pHD, so am stupid
I am honest, so am sarcastic
I dunno all the facts, so am ignorant
I am kind heart, so am just been foolish
I made mistakes, so am incompetent
I hurt myself, so am careless
I misinterpret, so am judgemental
I didn't smile, so am angry
I closed my eyes, so am asleep
I remained happy, so am without worries ....

There is so much can be said, interpreted, judged about "I"
That is if one dun care enough to know more than "I"

Let all the "I"s be unified as a whole
WHat you see and know, will be the better gauge of a Human Being.

P-D-C-A

P Planning .... what to do (new resolution 2011)

D Do ..... getting it done (tiny achievements that are going to lead to big dreams)

C Check .... cross it out the checklist (1 done .. how many more to go?!)

A Act ..... lets get a momentum moving on it (it is not suppose to take forever!)

But it ain't easy getting the PDCA chart up in the 1st time.

Dear GOD ... Oh GOD

Dear God,

I have been good today, and I think I can become better, while I try my best;
I haven't gossip but I expressed my thought explicitly, so that I can't invoke some guesses.

I haven't sms more than 3x today, and that is neither none or too many;
I haven't called too often and I am not unhappy, cranky or grumpy.

I haven't think too much, and turning into an ignorant person;
I think I will just be this self, and have no reason to explain anything to anyone.

This is just the beginning of a good day, and I don't know what is next cos I am not suppose to think;
When I start thinking, it is when I need you instantly, pls HURRY!

A moment .... Amen!

2Myself

NEED I SAY ANYMORE !!

If this is LOVE

This is LOVE ...
and this is really just love
plain and simple
free and easy
no strings attached
cos it will just break
This is LOVE ...

If this is the LOVE ...
and you are fighting for it
the fight is just in vain.

If this is it ...
as good as it gets till the end
move on move forward move move move
walk away walk walk walk
don't look back no no no
no regrets and don't ask for a 2nd chance
romance and love - 2 different aspects
that requires different perspectives.
If this is LOVE

Contradictions

In GOD we trust

In LOVE we lust
In HUMAN we curse.

With FRIENDS we talk
With COUNSELLORS we consult
With LOVERS we conseal.

In FICTION we amaze
In REALITY we crave
In TRUTH we misbehave.

With hands together, we pray
With hands upon the heart, we promise
With hands up in heaven, we surrender.

In YOU, we serve
In MYSELF, what do we deserve?

S.H.I.T

I am not stupid
I am not ignorant
I just don’t have the capacity to remember everything unnecessary.

I am not human
I am alien
I just don’t want to think of this earth’s shit!

I am not unhappy
Neither am I happy
I am just torn in between.

I tried to do the best
Tried to believe the things said
I think POSITIVE, that everything is GREAT!

I am kind, I am nice
Let you step over me, once, twice and thrice
Do you think there is gonna be another time?!

All your wishful thinking
All the avenges coming
Come and take me down, if you think you can!

A bunch-ful of craps
Tied into destiny’s lab
You just don’t know what you are gonna get yet!

I am sounding cynical
I am full of criticism for y’ll
Cos what is the point of being kind after all.

Take me by the nose, like a cow
Whipped me all about, plough
And now?!

Turned around and spit on my face
What a wonderful display of grace
These are shits in different facets.

What do you want?
What do you earthlings want?
So mass destructive, you don’t know one
Then when it is all done, where are you all gonna run
When the truth is out, it is all doomed and done!